Retrace

Oh, how I've tried to get you out of my head.
And I lied, broken words I said.
Never thought I'd walk on this street again.
Standing where it all began.

Tried to forget when I left this town,
But it takes me right back when I come back around.

Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night.
I'm back there by your side.
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away.
Counting backwards while the stars are falling.

Oh, how I find every subtle thing screams your name.
It reminds me of places of times we shared.
Couldn't live locked in these memories.
Now I'm chained to my thoughts again.

And I tried to forget when I left this town,
But I'll take you right back if you come back around.

Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night.
I'm back there by your side.
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away.
Counting backwards while the stars are falling.

I need some shelter, I need some safety.
Photographs, they haunt me lately.
Chasing shadows as the evening takes me.
I'm still searching, but the picture's fading.

Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night.
I'm back there by your side.
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away.
Counting backwards, still counting backwards.

And no where else has ever felt like home.
And I can't fall asleep when I'm lying here alone.
I replay your voice, it's like you're here.
You move the earth, but now the sky is falling.

Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night.
In my mind, I'm back by your side.
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away.
Counting backwards while the stars are falling.

Remembering Forgotten Memories

Why do people change?

Why do friends become stranger?

Why does the grass always seem greener on the other side no matter which fucking sides you're on?

Hearts are made to be broken

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Future Of My Past

Been a year and 3 days, time flies but my hearts sinking deeper. I only have myself to blame.

The Day We Decay

Went to drink and sheeeesha today with Alex, Chunny, Solomon. Yien, her cousin and jia yee joined later. Did lotta Crazy stuff and went home.Alex got really WASTED and crazy and weird and really weird and even weirder and crazy.

But hes alright now


I THINK...

btw...check out this new awesome band at mypace.com/alexisondrugs

PEACEOUT

Sweet Shit

1st things 1st, happy birthday to my dear Lina and Alex

Went to catch a movie with Alex And Chunny at Cathay. Watched The Incredible Hulk, and i swear Liv Tyler who played Betty Ross in the movie has THE sexiest and THE most erotic mouth ive ever seen. She would be the perfect chick for THE 'job'.
if you know what i mean-wink











SEE WHAT I MEAN?



















Went to Kenny Roger for dinner after the show, got high on macaroni&cheese and then i met up with Gwyneth and we got high on donuts.

Went back to city hall station and met up with Chunny and headed for Zouk for some GAY FUN

Too Perfect

artist: Hoobastank lyrics
title: What Happened To Us?
album: The Reason


I thought it was too good to be true
I found somebody who understands me
Someone who would help me to get through
And fill an emptiness i had inside me
But you kept inside and I just denied
Some things that we should have both said
I knew it was too good to be true
Cause i'm the only one who understands me

What happened to us
We used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
What happened to us
And deep inside I wonder, did i lose my only?


Remember they thought we were too young
To really know what it takes to make it
But we had survived off what we have done
So we could show them all that they're mistaken
But who could have known the lies that would grow
Until we could see right through them
Remember they knew we were too young
We still don't know what it takes to make it


We could have made it work, we could have found a way,
We should have done our best to see another day
But we kept it all inside until it was too late
And now we're both alone, the consequence we pay
For throwing it all away, for throwing it all away...